I’ve been wanting to write a post of reflection on each of the expressions of our faith that we are working through. For two weeks now, I’ve wanted to write something down about being a generous community. I envision myself penning words that would mimic Paul’s words to his churches. Words that would encourage and praise. After sitting on this thought for a while, I realize how unrealistic that is. I’m not Paul, and you are not his church. Rather God has entrusted me to shepherd you, and the words I choose should sound like me. Forgive me for taking so long to write this. It has been in my heart and head for almost a month now.
Your generosity is often the first thing I brag about! I am asked often how the “house church thing” is going, and most often my reply is, “I can’t believe I’ve never experienced a generous community like this before.” I’m amazed at how God is guiding our hearts in regards to the way we respond to the needs around us. I’m quick to share about the financial support for Toni and Kim’s trip to Thailand because it doesn’t make sense, really. We are a small group of people who have average jobs, but choose to trust that God will provide for us if we are obedient to him. The money part of it doesn’t add up. That makes a lot more sense the more I look at it. Because if I’m trying to the math I usually forget the largest factor-God. The only reason that we are able to be generous people is because God is stirring in our hearts to follow him and serve others. It’s beautiful.
I offer this as an encouragement as you give. I find that in the moments when I am being obedient through generosity I am reminded of the words of Jesus that we studied from his sermon on the mount.
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
When I am thinking about how my obedience can be a part of the Kingdom of God it is easy to give. I trust that if I am working towards the Kingdom God will provide for me when I am in need. The catch- the moment that I start to think that I am not be taken care of is the moment that I am participating in the kingdom of Steve, because I am only looking out for my own needs. For it is my Heavenly Father who know what I truly need and in his Kingdom I will be cared for, even if it isn’t in the ways that I would prefer..oh me of little faith.
when people ask about “the house church thing” i tell them that i’ve never felt more at home. it’s truly such a rewarding and comforting experience. it’s hard to put to words entirely. generosity is indeed a big part of it.